chance to go to the past

Everyone definitely have the past occurrence sad or happy. Past experience is part of the history of our lives. Past occurrence about family, friends, or romance.

If i have chance to go to the past occurrence. I want to be a little girl who don’t  understand money, problems, and power little girl who was always laughing and playing with my peers. little girl who have not been tainted by the slightest sin.

If i have chance to go to the past occurrence. I want to go back to the time when junior high school, because at that time i'm not seriously learn. finaly when i exam for begin enter state senior high school, the result is very disappointing that I was not accepted at the state senior high school. When I first saw the announcement in the newspapers, apparently my name was not there in the newspaper announcement. I only can cry, disappointed with myself, and introspection myself. At that time my mother was very upset with me and scolded me. If i have chance to go to the past occurrence, i want change the way i learn and study hard for beatify my parents. 

Other occurrence in the past, in 2005 and 2010, my aunt and my grandmother passed away. My aunt died at age 35 due to breast cancer suffered for a long time and my grandmother died at age 80 due to disease complications. this occurrence make me and my family so sad. I always pray to god I hope my aunt and grandmother live in peace in heaven.
If I have chance  to go to the past occurrence, I want make my aunt and my grandmother happy, maintain, and care for them well. 

If I chance to go to the past occurrence, The story of my love, I want to be closer and get to know him even further. but unfortunately when he approached me,  I actually stay away. I do not have the courage to do it. at the moment I have the courage to do that, he's not close to me anymore.

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