chance to go to the past

Everyone definitely have the past occurrence sad or happy. Past experience is part of the history of our lives. Past occurrence about family, friends, or romance.

If i have chance to go to the past occurrence. I want to be a little girl who don’t  understand money, problems, and power little girl who was always laughing and playing with my peers. little girl who have not been tainted by the slightest sin.

If i have chance to go to the past occurrence. I want to go back to the time when junior high school, because at that time i'm not seriously learn. finaly when i exam for begin enter state senior high school, the result is very disappointing that I was not accepted at the state senior high school. When I first saw the announcement in the newspapers, apparently my name was not there in the newspaper announcement. I only can cry, disappointed with myself, and introspection myself. At that time my mother was very upset with me and scolded me. If i have chance to go to the past occurrence, i want change the way i learn and study hard for beatify my parents. 

Other occurrence in the past, in 2005 and 2010, my aunt and my grandmother passed away. My aunt died at age 35 due to breast cancer suffered for a long time and my grandmother died at age 80 due to disease complications. this occurrence make me and my family so sad. I always pray to god I hope my aunt and grandmother live in peace in heaven.
If I have chance  to go to the past occurrence, I want make my aunt and my grandmother happy, maintain, and care for them well. 

If I chance to go to the past occurrence, The story of my love, I want to be closer and get to know him even further. but unfortunately when he approached me,  I actually stay away. I do not have the courage to do it. at the moment I have the courage to do that, he's not close to me anymore.

Thanks for the readers attention. wassalamualaikum.wr.wb

What is my DREAM ??

“The dream is the key to conquering our world, running tirelessly until you achieving”(Laskar Pelangi). As quoted laskar pelangi song, everyone should have the key in life. Key in life is dream but the dream isn’t just a daydream, but it must be realized in real life. All people who live around the world have a purpose in life. However, they don’t have the bravery or opportunity to make it happen. I also have many dreams to be achieved in this world for make my family happy and helpful crowd.

Having a dream it means we know our purpose in life. I have many dreams in my life, for the first I wanna take my parents to go to hajj with my own money. The second, I want to buy house and car as a gift for my parents who was cared for with love until now. The third, graduated from the department of international relation of the university of lampung with predicate cumlaude. The fourth, I want to become a diplomat at the embassy of the republik of Indonesia in Russia and to continue my study scholarship in Russia. Why I choose Russia? Actually, simple reason because Russia state is unique with a many cultures and religions be found in Russia. I choose Russia because history of the Russia state ever become one of strongers countries when second world war, previously called uni soviet. Many peoples said that Russia is a communist country, yes it’s true. But now Russian government has released citizens for embrace religion, in Russia has many built mosques for muslims who settled in Russia like blue mousque st petersburgh, mukhtarov mosque, noorda kamal mosque on the northernmost in the world. we should know, russia language is required in UN languages ​​besides English, French, china, and Arabic. I also very interested about belukha mountain and aurora borealis. I’am always learning, trying, and pray to achieve my dreams.

Thanks for the readers attention, Wassalamualaikum .wr. wb. ^^

 1. aurora borealis

                                    2. belukha mountain

                                                          
                                                         

The First Post, me with my friends in YP Unila Senior High School.